School broke up on the 5th December 2008 - it was a day with loads of different emotions! 1) sadness - it was my sister's last day of primary school and that was a shock for me beacuse i can clearly remember my last day there!! 2) excitement - it was the start of the 6week holidays! 3) nervousness - my friend was coming down in a couple of hours and he was bringing a friend and i was feeling a tad nervous BUT excited as well!!
Anyway, i got home at 11:15am and M and R arrived at 12ish! M didn't even introduce me to R but we unpacked their car nevertheless! As we unpacked we all were laughing and M was teasing me! Things were going great! I stayed there (they stayed at my grandpa's house) for the rest of the day! We were getting on so well despite the fact that R and I were never officially introduced! we spent 3 hours the one day just chatting - from total strangers to sharing everything about each other! To cut the story short R and I connected so well! It was scary how well you could get on with someone after you had just met them! We really did get on well!
11 days passed by so quickly and we all departed and went our separate ways. R and i promised to keep in contact, which we did! On Christmas eve R told me that he really liked me BUT was scared I'd diss him beacuse he is 2 years younger than me, anyway things got more interesting, we spoke until after midnight about our dillema! (oh i forgot to mention he lives in Greytown which is outside Pietermaritzburg - 3 hours away from me)
On Christmas day we chatted a bit but nothing really happened! I then went up to him on Tues 30th December and i spent the night there before we went to Midmar for New Year! Things were going well, we were getting on well! Then on New Years eve we were kind of together, he kissed me for the first time and we took many walks hand in hand! On new years day he came home with me and on the 2nd we went to the Transkei with my friend and her boyfriend and my friend's parents. Things were really going well and he officially asked me out while we were there! When we got back for 7 days in the transkei he stayed here for another 2 days! And on the last night we were having 2nd thoughts because of the distance! and he is going off to Stellenbosch for Varsity next year and that's like 16 hours away! Anyway we decided to keep things as friends and we'll wait and see what happens! He is coming down here in April for the holidays and we are gonna see then about what to do...do we pursue a relationship or do we just say best friends!!???
Now my heart doesn't know what to do - i really like him, we get on well and i have been single for so long and it might be nice to have someone to unload on and who is affectionate to you! But on the other hand i am scared to commit because of the distance thing!! I really don't know what to do!!
Please any advice???????
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Well, clearly you both like each other, so you can give it a shot at making it work, even with the distance. But take it step by step and see how it goes. Sorry, it doesn't help much, but don't let distance stop you from trying. At least then you've given it a shot.
I definitely say give the relationship a try - better to have tried and failed, then never to have tried.
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